MercyJade Writes

"I want to know what happened!!" I heard my voice repeat inside my head. Over and over again. Jane was right in front of me. Ready to leave unanswered. But I was determined to learn what had happened to her. Even while I was right there standing with her, All I could think of was how radiating Jane was. Her eyes especially. They always gleamed. Her hands held closely against her chest to keep her away from the cold. Her hair untied. It did dangle with the wind. It swayed across her face. And when she let a heavy breath I was hoping she was ready for whatever she was going to reveal to me. I was hoping to understand the issue and resolve it for Jane. "My Jane" I thought. The thought itself pushed me into reality. It didn't occur to me that I was a nobody to Jane. I didn't think she would give me the peace I was looking for. She was still standing in front of me and I stood waiting for her to open her mouth and speak! For one time I needed to know why she was

This is the beginning of a story that could make you feel everything or nothing at all. No reader reads the same story. EVER. And so it all began that fateful day. Jane was the ideal girl - a parent, a friend could find. She had long hair - blackened to perfection. Her scent was that of summer - Always and forever wild. She was fairly good looking. On some mornings she was indeed bursting with bliss for reasons only she knew. Jane was everything i ever could be in need of. She was shy though (only in front of strangers) She was oozing with an enthusiasm that I dared to hate each day when I saw her laughing in the hallway. When I bumped into her, I caught a glimpse of her face. Oval and smooth skin. She had an aura of sophistication. She seemed so out of my league. She didn't have any impact on my life for I knew I didn't exist in her world. I never spoke to her. I rather made my existence un-noticeable. For reasons I didn't want to understand Jane made me feel awful. S