MercyJade Writes

There's this one thing that has been running in my head for a while now. It's called " Proximity " (It's not boring, I promise - wink wink) Generally, there are two aspects in which proximity is understandable. The visible proximity & the underlying proximity. The visible proximity is clearly defined. Let's say there are two or more people standing together or sitting down to eat (or any activity), there is an element of comfortableness that is attached to the said person/group. So technically, there is a bubble around you that shows or sets the limit as to, how much a person means. Yes. It is that simple. But Wait. This bubble is not visible. And you will hardly recognize it on a day-to-day basis. But it is not absent. Some people are closer to us than most of us, Why? Because we allow only certain people inside our bubble to know what the vulnerable parts of us are ! We feel somewhat content, happy, secure like a fortitude, warm kinda-fuzzy-

Yes. The Heart is a muscle. In biological terms, the heart's main function is to pump blood through it's veins and ventricles, and that is how oxiginated blood flows through our body, it touches the tip of our nails and ends till the last stand of our hair. We know this, don't we? We know that the heart beat is essential for living. We know it's important for our survival. We know it's just doing it's job, until it tires out and we cease. We know that the body will return to the dust, when the muscle is exhausted. Despite knowing enough to reason with logic, we do not know how it's possible to ache. We cannot reason why the muscle aches? We cannot fathom the exhaustion in our heart. We cannot reason why sometimes we wish it just stopped. We cannot unleash the gutting pain we go through. We cannot understand why we are overflowing with joy. We reason that the pain • Joy • Guilt • Hate • Love • Hesitation comes in from the heart. Deep inside. &q

Unsee. My mind cannot unsee the images screaming through my ears. My mind cannot unsee the lies of a promised forever. My mind cannot filter through the memories of cries. My mind cannot hold back the raging anger for lost time. I truly cannot unsee what it would be without anything being wrong with me. There are always some times when I want to forget what I felt. There are always times when I want to un-touch people and their reflection in my life alone. There are times when I want to un-walk a path taken with a friend. There are times I want to un-say things to My family. There are times when we want to run into wild places with oddities for us to fit perfectly in. And then there are these gushing, golly smiles that make all this un-familiarity very much basic. All the walks. All the running. All the hiding All the secrets All the hate. All the shyness All the care, somehow makes us this amazing being with attributes we all love ourselves for. So embrace. Catch o