MercyJade Writes

There is this notion. Find "the one" (I bet you came across this one) If you think you found your "the one", Keep'em until you actually lose'em. If you found and lost your "the one" ~ search (maybe you still are) If you never found you "the one" - keep looking (words of encouragement) If you dont want to be found - Live the offline life and you are sorted. Everybody wants to be that "the one". Everybody wants to shout out to the closest friends and family that they eventually made it to them (the one). And the whole universe conspired to make it happen. I know i cant speak for everyone but I guess I could give a decent try. If everyone wanted to be found. Loved & cared for, If everyone wanted to be searched like a thirsty human amid parched soil, If everyone wanted to be kept safe from the chaos built in their head, If everyone wanted to be romanticized through songs, gifts and other devotions of love and...

There's this one thing that has been running in my head for a while now. It's called " Proximity " (It's not boring, I promise - wink wink) Generally, there are two aspects in which proximity is understandable. The visible proximity & the underlying proximity. The visible proximity is clearly defined. Let's say there are two or more people standing together or sitting down to eat (or any activity), there is an element of comfortableness that is attached to the said person/group. So technically, there is a bubble around you that shows or sets the limit as to, how much a person means. Yes. It is that simple. But Wait. This bubble is not visible. And you will hardly recognize it on a day-to-day basis. But it is not absent. Some people are closer to us than most of us, Why? Because we allow only certain people inside our bubble to know what the vulnerable parts of us are ! We feel somewhat content, happy, secure like a fortitude, warm kinda-fuzzy-...

Yes. The Heart is a muscle. In biological terms, the heart's main function is to pump blood through it's veins and ventricles, and that is how oxiginated blood flows through our body, it touches the tip of our nails and ends till the last stand of our hair. We know this, don't we? We know that the heart beat is essential for living. We know it's important for our survival. We know it's just doing it's job, until it tires out and we cease. We know that the body will return to the dust, when the muscle is exhausted. Despite knowing enough to reason with logic, we do not know how it's possible to ache. We cannot reason why the muscle aches? We cannot fathom the exhaustion in our heart. We cannot reason why sometimes we wish it just stopped. We cannot unleash the gutting pain we go through. We cannot understand why we are overflowing with joy. We reason that the pain • Joy • Guilt • Hate • Love • Hesitation comes in from the heart. Deep inside. ...

Unsee. My mind cannot unsee the images screaming through my ears. My mind cannot unsee the lies of a promised forever. My mind cannot filter through the memories of cries. My mind cannot hold back the raging anger for lost time. I truly cannot unsee what it would be without anything being wrong with me. There are always some times when I want to forget what I felt. There are always times when I want to un-touch people and their reflection in my life alone. There are times when I want to un-walk a path taken with a friend. There are times I want to un-say things to My family. There are times when we want to run into wild places with oddities for us to fit perfectly in. And then there are these gushing, golly smiles that make all this un-familiarity very much basic. All the walks. All the running. All the hiding All the secrets All the hate. All the shyness All the care, somehow makes us this amazing being with attributes we all love ourselves for. So embrace. Catch o...

If a person could actually be moulded according to my heart's desire. -To change and melt around the issues -To add more loveable qualities & so much more ! If I decided  • When that person woke up : What they ate: How they slept - the thoughts, the actions, the passion, the love, the weakness, the insecurities,the abilities, the instincts, the responsibilities, the unknown desires of their heart with their innumerable personality at stake ! If at all I could make them the person I'd want - I WOULD HATE IT. I would hate the person I brewed up because they are not the person I created but they are deep reflections of what I am underneath of all these layers of Happiness • Saddness • Joy • Hate and something more than Life itself. And the saddest fact is that I forgot to love myself first. I changed my mind Over and over again. I have made decisions. I have made my existence in the world through my actions. That is why a person is a person ba...

We all trip - fall - Stand up again Searching and bickering for love We want to be loved and pour out love. But first you need to fill your cup of love from wherever you find it. So where do you find it? ~ In the eyes of an aching mother In the anger of a father In the bruises made by your sibling In the uncaring attitude of a loved one In the possessiveness of a lover In the questions of a best friend In the harshness of the elderly In the rudeness of a teacher In the faith of a believer In the lies of a protector In the losses of a Hero ~ You could choose to accept it and hold on OR Ignore it and move on But if love were easy to find, BELIEVE Me, Everyone would be off falling in and out of love - Profusely Except Love comes in various ways that we cannot understand That we cannot imagine And we cannot reason why it does. Our thoughts are limited to our concerns Our minds are extended only to our limits Our actions stretch only to our needs. So let us ...

"I want to know what happened!!" I heard my voice repeat inside my head. Over and over again. Jane was right in front of me. Ready to leave unanswered. But I was determined to learn what had happened to her. Even while I was right there standing with her, All I could think of was how radiating Jane was. Her eyes especially. They always gleamed. Her hands held closely against her chest to keep her away from the cold. Her hair untied. It did dangle with the wind. It swayed across her face. And when she let a heavy breath I was hoping she was ready for whatever she was going to reveal to me. I was hoping to understand the issue and resolve it for Jane. "My Jane" I thought. The thought itself pushed me into reality. It didn't occur to me that I was a nobody to Jane. I didn't think she would give me the peace I was looking for. She was still standing in front of me and I stood waiting for her to open her mouth and speak! For one time I needed to know why she was...

This is the beginning of a story that could make you feel everything or nothing at all. No reader reads the same story. EVER. And so it all began that fateful day. Jane was the ideal girl - a parent, a friend could find. She had long hair - blackened to perfection. Her scent was that of summer - Always and forever wild. She was fairly good looking. On some mornings she was indeed bursting with bliss for reasons only she knew. Jane was everything i ever could be in need of. She was shy though (only in front of strangers) She was oozing with an enthusiasm that I dared to hate each day when I saw her laughing in the hallway. When I bumped into her, I caught a glimpse of her face. Oval and smooth skin. She had an aura of sophistication. She seemed so out of my league. She didn't have any impact on my life for I knew I didn't exist in her world. I never spoke to her. I rather made my existence un-noticeable. For reasons I didn't want to understand Jane made me feel awful. S...

The World is Vast. The World is covered with 71% with Water. The World has gazillions of people all over the Planet. The World has inventors, Discoveries, magicians, food and everything your neurons can think of. But what does Your World have? Do you know what makes Your World yours? Do you know the existence of Your World ? Do you know the entrance and exit gates to Your World ? Do you know what makes Your World special? It's the usual things - First, it's YOU. Second, it's the people who brought you into this world. Third, it's the people whom you bring into YOUR Life. Fourth, it's the dreams that tag along you and your people. Fifth, it's the insanity that keeps your world alive. Sixth, it's the profound desire to find a soul which can accommodate your love and be your strength. And the seventh, it's never to have regrets in your life. Not necessarily in your world too. But a life without regrets is what I'd wish for....

A awkward Hie! I believe in new beginnings. I crave new things that make me smile. It may be from the tiniest of things to huge ones! Beginnings are good. They are not acknowledged immediately. But only when we look back do we understand how important they were from what ever time line it happened - is happening - will happen! Here is my new beginning! This is my step towards my happiness hence the title - ME, MYSELF AND I To a confused soul that I am, this beginning could break me or make me better. And since I am an over enthusiastic being - I'd say this is gonna be one journey I have already begun! This new beginning is marked with this first intro-Blog of mine and I am thrilled.. (to a certain extent) This beginning is for me. And I claim full responsibility for it's effects (mostly positive) And I alone am the source for my happieeeee-ness. Again I am AN OVERENTHUSIASTIC BEING! I currently have no idea what are all the blogs I want to write about! But d...